HEART TO HEART

Hello dear readers :) 

These are ten confessions a girl shouldn't do, but I still do. 

1. I am a Malta song and eurovision fanatic. I always follow them and hope for my favorites to win. And yes I always hope we pass to the final and win. Sorry for believing in Miracles. 
2. I believe in heaven and in God and I pray a lot, all day, everyday. And don't think that I'm lame because I'm religious. 
3. I don't follow Chanel, Dior, Gucci or anything... I prefer to get inspired by street style which I can afford rather than catwalks. 
4. I sometimes wear clothes I don't even like, but which are comfortable and keep me warm. 
5. I hate being size 14, but I do nothing to get thinner. 
6. I don't believe in myself, and I doubt my choices everytime I decide upon anything. 
7. I follow way too many tv series just because love stories make me happy.
8. I am very shy and afraid to talk to people which I'm not comfortable with, however I trust way too much easily. 
9. When I'm home alone, I sing and dance to music, imagining I'm on a stage with people watching me.
10. I have problems with time management and money management. I just can't control myself. 

You're asking yourself why I put these in a blog? Because I'm not perfect, I'm not pretending to be a perfect blogger, a role model or anything. I think my blog is sometimes trashy when compared to other, more professional ones. However, I still do it, because I do what I love, and I don't care of what people say.  I suffered from low self esteem for a long time, but I'm tired of conditioning my life to make it more appealing to others. 

I'm not trying to teach anything to anyone here. I may be way too honest, maybe I'll regret posting this, but that's how I am and If you don't like it, just don't follow.

Much love 

Ruth x x